Friday, December 21, 2018

How can I confess that I love you?
How can I confess that I Miss you?
How can I tell you that I've been  waiting for you?
How can I tell you that this feeling has been growing since the first time we met?

I'm confused
I'm afraid
I'm insecure

why?

Because i love our friendship.. I don't wanna lose it just because of my feelings towards you.

my heart has been broken once by you before.. itis not your fault tho..
when i know that you has special relationship with my own friend...
she told me herself...
not knowing that I also have the same feeling toward you that time...
since then, i try to forget my feeling... i tried tho.. but it's not fading.. 

now, she has already married..
and you? i don't know your status..
because you never told me..


Sad, Afraid,Unmotivated

Hey. Im sad, Im scared and Im unmotivated Im sad because I will be leaving home, and live in a new placed. Far from my family Im scare...